What a girl wants?

A girl wants this? 

Or this?

Yeah, Sexy bodies.

Every girls dream of having these bodies. What causing them to be such ambiguous? Well, personally i guess that most of the girls wanted attention from guys. Or wanted strangers attention. Wanted to being attractive and seductive enough for your boy, or even for grabbing starhunter's mind on you? Well, honestly speaking, how many of you girls wanted this sexy, slim, good shape body for the sake of HEALTH? This is merely impossible. Unless you are lying to us, or to yourself.

Often we heard girls saying 'oh, i've lose 3 kg this month!' , 'oh! i've becoming fat! look!'. Understandable how a girl feels when she is dissatisfied with her appearance. But i dont think diet is a good idea. Yes, healthy diet is great, but crazy diet only for the sick of getting pretty getting slimmer getting more attractive is all bullshit for me. Yes, i will said 'oh, i'm fat, see my tummy.'. But i never force myself to diet. Because whoever i am is who i am. Just want to be myself, eat what i like what i wanted instead of living in suffer. Struggling this can eat that cannot eat. Then where is your pleasure of life?

For those who for the sick of getting attention from guys or maybe your own boy. Stop it. It is unnecessary to attract a stranger guy to fall for you. And i would believe that even you are fat or ugly, your guy your boy will remain with you if he loves you with his true heart. So what to worry? If you are to retain a guy who put more focal point on your appearance, i advice you to just stop the stupid thought of getting diet. That is not the main purpose of diet.

If i have a body weighted 100kg, not to deny that i will choose to diet, or even crazy diet. It is understandable the feeling they are having. Looking at people around with normal body shape, although not as good as models, but still they eager to have a 'normal life'. There are complications in life for people who suffer over-weight. Some diet to ease their life and most important, they get a healthier body. What i mean was, for those who owns a 'normal body shape' , why arent they felt satisfied instead they search for more, ask for more. This is where Anorexia came in. People with this eating disorder have an intense fear of weight gain and may refuse to eat, diet obsessively, or over-exercise. It happens when you have a distorted view of body proportions. You are likely to believe that you are overweight when in fact you are not. You are overly concerned about having too much fat on yourself when there is actually no cause for that belief.

For me, no need to keep worrying how is the statistic of your weight this week, this month or even today. Live your life as yourself. Not living your life to gain attraction from others. When i was in early secondary school, i only drink a glass of Milo and take only dinner per day. By that time, my peak session of my slim body. I dont wish to be fat, or even a little bit of tummy also considered annoyed for me. The simpliest reason was : i want to get pretty. There was when i get my gastric problem the most and low blood pressure that unofficially suspected is due to not enough hemoglobin.

Anyhow, i am not practicing this now, and i am not dieting now, and the most important part is i am happy living with eating foods i like i want. No restriction at all. Just live my life as is the last day. Just be who i am. I felt i am a little chubby chubby now, so what? I am who i am.

By the way, it's been ages i never weighted myself. lol.

Just be yourself readers, you were born this way and this is you. Enjoy life ;-)