My Type

My type

Jensen Ackles

i like this kind of guy

Not because he is handsome

it's because he is MAN

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Like typical girl, i like the the type of guy that is MAN enough to protect me. *laugh* How to say MAN and protect? not like when i'm in danger and he protect me. It's so intangible feeling that i like that i dont know how to tell it literally. How to say... put it this way, i like a guy who can decide for me things that i cannot decide. As normally in life i really facing a hard time deciding things. And there he is to help he solve my problem. The MAN kind of feeling i like is like he will be with me whenever i faces a hard time in life. Damn ! i just really cant find a good description to tell what kind of MAN feeling that i like. Or should i say, i like the guy that can take care of himself well enough without me worrying him and take care of his life like a mother, know what is right or wrong to do, know what he is doing, can hold my hand and guide me through my darkness, tough guy and wont give up or depress or stress himself easily, steady with nice temper, know how to control and handle a bad situation calmly, know how to plan and plan for us. i guess these are some characteristics that me considered it as a MAN man. He is the cling that dependable and reliable.

Here is another artist that i admire.

not to say admire, there is something attractive.

Hong Kong artist, Wong Cho Lam.

Dont know his english name. *lol*

He is short, not consider as handsome as well.

But he got something attracted me.


Maybe i just want to say outlook is not important for me. *evil laugh*



Anyway, maybe many girls attracted to certain artist or what because they are handsome, just like how people crazy about Raymond Lam. Basically, i dont feel he is considered as handsome as well. Sorry for Raymond Lam's fans. Back to Wong Cho Lam, i like him because he is humorous. I like a guy which humorous. I dont like a guy who so stone so straight. But the humorous has it's own limit. Wong Cho Lam impressed me by his profesional. Not to say profesional, it's like his seriousness his effort for his work. This is what i like. I like a guy who is humorous but when it comes to the time has to be serious, he will. When play, have fun. When work, serious and effort. I dont like a boring guy when it comes to the time to play, he sitting there serious. Imagine like perhaps we went play casino and there he is sitting there holding calculator calculating and then tell me what is the probability or maybe tell me this is all bullshit and start calculate every formula he has got to me. In short, i just dont like a guy who is so nerd and just dont know when is the time for him to serious and when is the time for him to play. I like a guy that know how to balance things in life. Know what is right or wrong, know what is the time to do what and not others.

Yes, i like a romantic guy. But sorry i dont like the guy that romantic like always told you how he loves you and write many poems or what for you. I dont like the guy that want to be romantic but makes me feel is just so fake and "flowerish" i called it. It makes me feel like he can just simply do all these romantic stuffs. You see, precious things are mostly has its value high because of its rarity. It is rare and so it is precious. I like the type of guy that once awhile show his love to me. Yes, realistically it is so call "ridiculous" to tell someone that you love her so much and dont want to lose her especially she already knew it. But , what is the word "reinforcement" came from? *lol* The only way to keep your passion in relationship is through this reinforcement and make it differently everytime, make it fresh. I dont like my relationship to lose passion lose freshness. Even if i've got a husband and we've been together for many years and every single action we also understand, but that doesnt mean we dont need to reinforce the love. like i mentioned before in my another public blog and locked blog post for someone, i mentioned before that i wanted and wish for the future with my husband is like we still can holding hands and walk by seaside and kiss each other eventhough we already approaching 60 years old. This is the relationship that i've wanted and the type of guy i like.

Hmm.. what else the type of guy that i like? what kind of relationship that i've wanted? Obviously those characteristics like lying, dishonest and so on every normal women will not be able to accept, unless the women are lying to herself and acting irrationally without seeing what else problems will they facing in future. Anyway, and also, i wanted a guy that willing to share everything with me. i dont know about other people, but for me, a relationship is partly of sharing. I dont like the guy that dont willing to share and keep all secrets inside him. This kind of guy, very scary. lol. And most important, i wanted a guy that my family will like him too. erm, what else? i cant think of any now. but i know the most important part is no matter what type of guy i like, if i dont love him, dont have the magic feeling on him, these all things that i like also useless. In the end, i'm still so sensible being control by feeling more than brain. *laugh* i'm just so typical woman.

Anyway, just a random post about the type of guy that i like, since i've found Jensen Ackles' page in facebook. And it's like many of my friends dont know who the hell he is. Then i was like trying to tell them,actually this is the type of guy i like, noted, not because he is handsome. *LOL*