I Love Him so much

I was first so happy that he kissed me. What i wonderful moment. I love nights that he sleep beside me and let me hug. I love the way he stares at me. I love the way he welcoming me when i back home. I love the way he wanted to share my food. I love him so much when he listens to me. I love go for a walk with him. I love him when we were playing and running around.I love him wanted for pamper. I love when midnight he came and stole my blanket. I love his everything. I love him so much.

He is this small fellow.

Nowaday this little fellow keep making noise want to come in the room.

Flinstone already get used of staying in the room with us.

Every night will be here till we wake up.

Bay said that i pampered him already.

But i just sayang him only what.

There are still photos of him, privacy, dont want to post it here.



Anyway, i always ask him one question, although he won able to answer me unless i understand the barking language.lol. ridiculous. anyway, i was asking him that he will remember me or not if in the future he never gonna see me again. I mean, he is not my dog what, not gonna stay beside me for the rest of his life. But i guess he wont, short memories. But at least the last trip he went back and when i went saw him, he still remember me and did the welcoming jump for me.


Just want to say, although i'm not your owner, you will still be the small baby in my heart.

Human are Pathetic

Human are pathetic

Why do i say so?

i've found out from some cases.

How pathetic are human.

Human beings are like this, something that you are interested in with you will responded quickly eventhough is not under your jurisdiction ; Something that you are not interested in, although is under your jurisdiction, you still can have ten reasons to avoid it. That is what human being is.

Many people called the first kind of human as "key poh" with means busy body. But they are not busy body, they are just doing something that they are interested in. Maybe they will comment and respond to something that is not their jurisdiction to do so. Its not their rights to spoken up something regarding people's issue. But yet they still do it, just because it meant something for them or it makes them emotional. That is why they have to express it out with mostly just making things get worst.

then the second kind of human, is where people called it "stubborn". Even it is under their jurisdiction that the particular thing they have to do, if they feel not interested, not the things that they wanted, then they will completely just ignore it. Actually they are not stubborn also. They are just purely immature. They do not want to take the responsibility that they have to face in the life. And that is why they ignoring it and just do things the way they like. With a little bit of selfish where they only think about themselves without consideration on other aspects.

there will be never ending story on human being.

who said that machines are complicated?

human are much more complicated than machines.

still, is human that created machines.

Who's that girl? Shirley Qiu

He made me this.



Yes, no doubt.

This is my name.

Shirley Qiu






Literally, i'm proud of my name. I like my name a lot. It derived from the Old English elements, it means Bright Wood, Bright meadow, from the white meadow. It might be a very common name for a girl. But as far as i know, Shirley originally was a boy's name. Sound kind of weird.

Well, i just like my name purely because it's what given by my parents. In chinese also pronounce as Xue Li (Shirley). As well as malay also Xue Li. So standardized. Thank you my parents for giving me such a convenience. *lol*

Way back when i was in early secondary school, i was using a stupid idiot name, where now i found it damn funny. Piggy Shirley. Even my previous email address. I even draw a pig and the Piggy Shirley name on my bottle, and my mum used to ask me :"where is your Piggy bottle?". I've used this name for roughly one or two years i think. That time i was so obsessed by the piggy doll. Now? Screwed it. This name could not last forever as i growing up, grow older.

Seriously, not joking, there is a close connection between names and the way we growing up. Hundreds of studies have been made on this particular subject and although no one can say that there are "good" names that will benefit a person over another, it's a certainty that there are several "wrong" names that you can choose from. Weird names or names that are not in-line with the current standards of your culture, society or religion can often affect your growing up process in a negative manner.


Most of the chinese names are difficult to have a proper english name. So please take in consideration many factors when choosing the appropriate name for yourself, especially your status. Pick a name that will suit you when you grow into mature adult. I always told myself that how lucky am i to own a name that no need to think so much whether it is suitable for me or not, so not weird and is in-line and the name is completely ME ! Shirley is me, i'm Shirley. Once or twice i keep imagine what if i keep using the Piggy Shirley name till future, i mean when working in the future. "nice to meet you, i'm Piggy Shirley". Sounds extremely pathetic.


If i got a baby girl in the future, can i name her as Charlotte?
There is a meaning behind it.
There is a meaning behind every name,is whether you willing to figure it out or not.

My mind full of cars

My dream car..

Honda Civic Type R

The 3rd generation Civic Type R that has made its way here is the JDM four-door FD2 sedan variant, which was launched in Japan at the end of March this year. Interestingly enough, Malaysia is the only country in Asia outside of Japan which is getting this version of the Type R. *happy*

Available here only in a single colour, Championship White, the new Civic Type R is powered by a 2.0l K20A DOHC i-VTEC engine offering 222bhp at 8,000rpm and 215Nm of torque at 6,100rpm, mated to a six-speed close ratio manual transmission equipped with a torque-sensitive, helical limited slip differential system.

This is what so called "SUIZ" and powerful !!

Seriously, from the moment i get my license, when the time i get to explore on road, this is the only type of car i like the most. This is the only car that i dream of carve of having so much. Dont know why, even the older version of Civic still look nice for me, if i get an older version of Civic, i want to modify it into like this ....

Dont know why, i'm so obsessed with it !!

But anyway, i like my car a lot. Although is the second car my mum passed to me drive in Kampar, but HE is the first car i drive after i got my license. Imagine how long am i with him. 18 years old till now, 23 years old, deduct the 1 year driving Proton Saga which only sold it for RM8000 last year. *sob*

 Introducing my beloved Lao Gong Zai "husband"

Honda City Type Z

* sorry for the number plat, its a privacy for my number

 Photo taken before some modifying, of course.

See my reflective tint ! i like it so much !

Back lamps also tinted black, but not too black.

Sorry for the photo above which acidently taken with someone behind,lol

My first LED lights underneath the car. 

Felt not nice so he recommended me change to this color, the previous LED put at both left right underneath. Front is this purple ! And lately added the same lights at my door handle too.

I like this front head lamp of my Lao Gong Zai.

Lately added LED under my front lamp, just like an LED eye liner for my Lao Gong Zai.

sort of like this, but no photo taken yet for the LED, and yet i still want to say I LOVE IT !!

Then is the carbon fiber number plat plus crystal number and also the LyLy logo i bought...

The "eyelid" of my Lao Gong Zai. Silver car with silver eyelid.

Then, the stickers ! i always told people that mine SPECIAL. The only sticker in the team that owns a wings.lol

The voltmeter. Influence by people. Anyway, very useful especially last time my alternator spoil already.

Last but not least of photos i taken is this ! Lowering spring. My Lao Gong Zai is lower-ED now ! 

Still have some stuffs in or on my car. Woofer, stickers, D.A.D accessories, LED inside and etc. No photo taken for those. Anyway, found it in forums that my type of car is quite powerful and handling not bad. But unfortunately, my Lao Gong Zai already 10 years old. Poor old fellow. Now, radiator suspected got problem already. Mum suggested to change the stupid copycat Inspira for me, but i still very obsessed with this "husband". I guess i still will continue protecting him for quite some time. 

Next target : Paint my Lao Gong Zai again. Then stick signature sticker !! i've waited this for a long time already.

Finished introducing, back on track. i've found one type of Civic damn sporty !!

Honda Civic Sport Modulo Type R

Still, Honda Civic is the BEST ! lol

The Independency

Did a test and i'm just 38% independent.

Who is he that said i'm an independent woman that hard to find? lol.

*laugh* Actually the test is just a test, accuracy doesnt come from it.

But neither do i admitted he was correct that i am an independent woman.





The link to the test :
are you an independent woman ?

Photos that talks

The "self - photo shooting" of mine.
Few months back then at Hard Rock Penang with love ones and friends.

Hmm, cut the intro for the photo. What i want to say is that this is kind of a TYPICAL symptom of female. I bet every guys will agreed on this. Actually not to say female, but teenagers or girls i perhaps? What makes it more interesting is, most of them like to do it in the public toilet. Of course those clean and nice environment plus nice lightings toilet. I WAS one of those and in very seldom time to time i still will tend to think of doing it. lol

Thinking back, when did i started this "sickness"? I could not able to recall back the actual time. I guess was when studying in college. Still young i guess.

But it all starts to slow down when i graduated from college.

Friends around starts to own DSLR camera. And there was i, last year, trying to be the white mouse for my beginner DSLR user friend. Then starts to realize actually photo shooting is so much more fun than just self-satisfaction your own with handsets, some more in the toilet.

Imagine how i can "self- photo shooting till like the photo beside. Imagine my "kung fu". *laugh*

Now, i eager more of photo shooting than self- photo shooting. Unless i want to keep "the moment" so much when nobody is around. Well, it's been a long time since the last photo shooting session i had. Or should i say after i've cut my hair short? except the photo shooting with classmates.

So any DSLR owner wants to help me photo shooting? *evil laugh*

Anyway, is just a fun and memorable experience everyone should try. At least it's a memory we should keep. It's equals to like now we looking back to old photos we had when we were young. 

 First ever outdoor photo shooting at my Hometown's railway station.

Second time, related to train as well...

Abandoned railway at Bukit Mertajam

Third time, indoor studio at Bukit Mertajam

Originally was for online boutique 

There were 6 of us for S,M,L size clothes

My favorite which SERIOUSLY doesnt look like me *laugh*

Forth, Ipoh Eco Park by my Friend and another photographer from Ipoh

Which i dont even remember his name,lol, sorry

Then, photo shooting with car, although not any fancy car,lol

just for fun

Viewing back those photos in my lappie. Accumulating to 2Gb spaces. How i miss my RED hair so much. It looks very RED indeed in those photos. Red is the first ever color that i dye on my hair and it's the only color i will choose to dye as well. Varieties of red for me to choose, my favorite still the purple red. Now, the only dissatisfaction on my hair is, it's not red enough. At least not as red as last time.

My relatives are complaining, :" where is your black hair?"  LOL

Well, photos did make me taking a trip back "red hair" lane.

Michael James Owen

Dont know why i just want to talk about him.
Another football player that i like when i was in early secondary school.
Kinda embarrassing to tell that i used to cut all his news on the newspaper and stick on a notebook.
Imagine how crazy was i for him. *laugh*
And i've totally forgotten when i stopped this behavior already.






Michael James Owen


Forget about his age. Approaching 30 already. Imagine when i like him, he was like roughly about my age. How young was i or should i say how long he's been playing football? I got no idea. During his good season, he scored 23 goals in 40 games for Liverpool. And now he is with Manchester United, doesn't bother me, seriously. lol.


Anyway, he's been a good player as well. At least, once, he was my favorite player. 

Samir Nasri

Maybe some of you all wondering who is he?

Then i might reponded WTF !! *laugh*

He is my prince in football

My favorite player





Samir Nasri
Older than me 1 year, 24 years old
From France
Arsenal player
He is the attacking midfielder
The most important part is
he is CUTE !! lol
France football French player of the year 2010
26 goals in total
In conclusion, he is GOOD, he is HANDSOME
and i LIKE him !!

Arsenal midfielder Samir Nasri is reportedly a summer transfer target for Barcelona !

Not to happy that he have the chance although the Gunners are unlikely to sell him. But to happy that might as well means that this player is GOOD...

Loving someone is like flying kite

Flying a kite can be the most wonderful experience. However, sometimes the kite crashes. You have to lift if it back up, get it to fly again.

Sometimes the kite just flies easily. It takes off.
A relationship starts and just happens.

A kite takes effort to fly in the sky. It takes work.
Attention in a relationship.

Feel the pull of the kite.
Listen to your partner. What are your partners needs? How is that person pulling you? Is that person starting to fall? Pull the string in and bring the person closer to you.

Then there is the wind, the conditions.
This is the context of where you are in your life. Sometimes the conditions can be tough.

To fly a kite, you have to be light.
A heavy kite burdened with troubles will have a hard time flying.

One has to take care of their kite, look after its condition.
Tape it when it has wounds. But not to overly smother it with tape, or it won’t take off.

When the kite flies, it’s so majestic! Floating. Amazing.

Yet through the hard times of the crash are when we are closest together.

The string connects.

If you want to separate from someone, how do you cut the string? When? In mid-flight? At a crash? If the kite is flying fine, yet the conditions are starting to look bad, do you cut the string?

But be careful for the crash, you don’t want to have irreparable harm.

Don’t cut the string and let the kite go anywhere, confused and lost. Eventually it will crash. Don’t purposefully pull the kite down to crash.

Often the conditions of one’s life will cause the relationship to crash. Will the kite be beyond the repair capabilities of the flyer, but not for another flyer? Or will the flyer learn how to repair the kite? And let it fly again.

I remember how flying a kite is just an incredible feeling—being in love.
And the frustration of not being able to get a kite to fly—trying to get a relationship to work and fly.
Or the excitement of finding a kite, only to have a hard time flying it.
And the long time it takes to search for a kite that will fly with you. How it may seem to take forever to find the right pairing.

Letting a kite fly away is like letting someone be themself, yet intimately connected. Helping the other person to fly and show their colors to the world.
And when the kite starts to fall, you run, you pull it in. You do everything to try to keep it afloat. And when it crashes, you desperately run towards it. You look over the kite with love and see what’s wrong, and do everything in your power to get the kite back up, but realizing that it takes time

FOUR person that you will meet in life

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you,

Second person is the one you love most,

Third person is the one who love you most,

And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most doesn't love you. The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.

At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you. When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him, If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.

If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive, If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin, But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in you life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad, You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.

If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore. When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you. Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.

Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!! In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another; The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe. 

untittled

By the way

The tittle of "little steps of Life"

came from a meaningful quotation

There is no one giant step that does it. It’s a lot of little steps.

Welcoming

Now here's my NEW blog

It will be nothing related to what's happening in my life

This is to avoid any peeping on my life as well

My life remain PRIVATE

So purely, this is only a blog for some public info or thoughts on things

My previous Wreth blog and private Blogger blog will be hidden and remain for me and the ones that are allowed to view

This blog is also part of rehab for my addiction of blogging

By the way, welcome....